Monthly Review: June

We are entering the last week of June and almost reached the half of the year! 😮

If I had to sum up the month of June, I would call it: “going back into my comfort zone.”

Though I am still drawing and journaling with as much enthusiasm as last month, the focus of this month is reading, so let’s talk about books!

I have been reading several books at the same time this month, but I was not convinced or as enthusiastic as I thought I would be by most of them. Though I have been quite diligent during the first half of June, I finally gave up the battle and returned to the safety of my comfort zone by reading easier and more familiar authors.

Japanese books: disappointment and frustration

I will post about all these books on my Wednesday section, but this is an overview:

  • 「君たちはどう生きるか」by 吉野源三郎: I finally finished it and will post my review the day after tomorrow, but I can already say that I did not enjoy reading this book. It is a novel for children written in 1937 that, for some reasons, is very popular now in Japan. But, even if I can see all the qualities of this novel, it just wasn’t for me… To say it plainly, this book was the most boring reading experience of the year. I am not at all blaming the novel in itself but it addresses young readers, and I really cannot fathom why it is so popular among adults now…
  • 「在日」by 姜尚中(カン・サンジュン): I absolutely loved the first third of this book, and I don’t regret a second having bought it even if I am abandoning it now. The truth is, now that I am reaching the half of the book, I am losing interest in it. I was interested in the first generation of Korean who decided to go to Japan during Japanese rule. I was also interested in knowing how they lived in Japan and 「在日」was describing exactly that. But then, the book is not as much an essay on this part of history as an autobiography, and as the author goes on with his life (his student life, his experience in Germany, his married life…), I feel that I am not that interested anymore. The book is also hard to read, with a lot of political references so… I gave up!
  • 「光」by 三浦しをん: I like this book, I like the story, but I am not that enthusiastic about it… It is almost impossible to tell why exactly. I really think that it is a good novel, but somehow, I have to force myself a little to open it and read it. There is nothing that I could possibly criticise about the book though… well I guess this kind of things happens!

So you see, I was not happy with my readings, and last week I decided to go back to familiar places and started a book by Keigo HIGASHINO. I am convinced that achieving a good balance between challenging books and easier ones is vital to keep going. Challenging books are there to make us progress and have a sense of achievement, but regularly going back to easier books is also essential to not feel overwhelmed and regain confidence. Higashino’s novel gave me exactly what I was looking for: a book that I want to open as soon as I have some time to read and that I can read without any effort.

So now, I am happily enjoying my comfort zone again!

English book: I thought I could read in English, but maybe I can’t…

I finished The Remains of the Day by Kazuo Ishiguro, and this is one of my favourite books ever. I was so obsessed with this story that I bought the audiobook read by Dominic West and keep listening to it.

After that, there was a novel that I absolutely wanted to read: White Teeth by Zadie Smith. I saw this title on almost every list of recommended contemporary British novels. I was very excited to read it, but the author’s writing style really took me by surprise. I am sure that her writing style is full of liveliness and vibrancy, but it is also hard to read for English learners. I mean, I can read and understand it, but I am definitely out of my comfort zone.

I just began it and judged that it was not the right time to read this book. I really think it was a problem of timing. When I first opened White Teeth, I was struggling with my three Japanese books, and I didn’t want to also struggle with the book I read in English. Also, I was at a point when I doubted my Japanese abilities because 「在日」was hard to read and 「光」is a little challenging. But then, realising that I could not even read properly in English really gave me the final knock-out blow.

So here again, I decided to go back straight to my comfort zone. I closed White Teeth and made the solemn promise that I will come back to it and read it this year, and headed to something more familiar and easier to read: Pride and Prejudice by Jane Austen. My “English reading challenge” was to familiarise myself with contemporary British authors and it is true that Jane Austen is not exactly “contemporary”, but I will incorporate classics to my list and just name it “journey into British literature” or something like that.

I read Jane Austen at school but in French translation and at a time when reading classics was more of an annoying duty than anything. So it’s time to read her major works in English!

The same kind of magic that happened with Higashino worked with Jane Austen too. I felt reassured in my abilities to read in English, I was drawn into the story right from the first page, and I can read it without efforts in English. So everything is fine.


I really enjoy being in my comfort zone, why do people always want you to go out of it 🤨? It is so delightful to stop making efforts for a while and just enjoy what our present level allows us to have. I retreated so far in my comfort zone that I even started a new village in Animal Crossing New Leaf, haha. I was maybe a little tired of my old one and even though parting with it was heartbreaking, starting a new one was very exciting! I sometimes wish that life would be as easy as fishing, catching bugs and trading pieces of furniture with talking animals.

My June hobby-life consisted in trying to draw my cat, reading detective novels, English classics, watching the World Cup and playing Animal Crossing New Leaf. I’m sure July will not be much different! 🙂


10 thoughts on “Monthly Review: June

  1. loved how you wrote that you dropped the books you didn’t care for. i think you should be confident to consider the possibility that you don’t like the book because the book sucks or just isn’t for you even if you were fluent in Japanese. I sometimes like reading the 2-3 or even 1 star reviews on amazon for books that I feel iffy on just to get confirmation that there’s something lacking with the book I’m reading… also some of the reviews can be quite funny as you can imagine.

    I tried listening to jane austen’s book on my phone since it was free and i zoned out very quickly so I gave up on it. Now I listen to audiobooks of books i genuinely have interest in. she’s just not for me i think.

    1. I also like reading the 2-3 stars comment to reassure myself! Sometimes it is only a question of timing I think, the right book but the wrong time. In any case, I will add a category to my blog for the books I gave up.

      When it comes to audiobooks, I think that I tend to privilege the narrator over the story.

      1. I think I tend to skip pages or only read the dialogue or only read the parts that interest me ( I do this in English too if the book isn’t that good or I’m only interested in certain parts) rather than dropping in the middle but I do drop if it’s really bad lol

  2. I’ve found the 角川つばさ文庫 series of books great for intermediate readers of Japanese. These are the green cover books and have varying levels of difficulty as indicated by 1-3 leaf icons on the spine of the book (although 2-3 leaf icons are more indicative of an intermediate level). Furthermore, furigana is present throughout, so one is never unsure about how to pronounce some of the often forgotten kanji. I’ve started reading a number of the 深海誠 (しんかい まこと) and 細田守 (ほそだ まもる) books from this publisher, such as, 君の名は and おおかみこどもの雨と雪, and was quite pleased. I’m curious about your thoughts on this.

    1. This sounds great! I did not know this series before, thank you very much for the information! 😊 I am interested in reading the two titles you mentioned and バケモノの子. I will add it to my reading list. I was looking for easier books to read and this might be exactly what I need. I will write it on my blog when I get to read one book of the series! Thanks again!

  3. One on my favourite books of all times is Never Let Me Go by Katsuo Ishiguro. I bought The Remains of the Day several months ago and it’s still sitting on my shelf. You definitely gave me the motivation to finally pick it up!
    Yeah, I keep telling myself that I should do new things, exit my comfort zone more often… But sometimes I wonder, what for? XD if doing something makes me happy and feel good about myself, why shouldn’t I do it?
    Crime novels, yes! I love those! Do you have any good recommendations? I also love true crime, I’m currently listening to a podcast on this topic and I’m becoming even more obsessed than before XD
    No world cup for me this year 🙁 Italy didn’t even qualify (what a shame, seriously, I’m speechless) and the same goes for the Scottish team, so, nada. France is doing great though!! Congrats!!

    1. Thanks! I also had sympathy for Germany and South Korea but, surprisingly for one and unsurprisingly for the other, both did not go far…

      I didn’t know you could find podcasts on crime! Since I try to read the news in Japanese, I find so many crimes in the society section that I really think reality surpasses fiction.
      I think that I have mostly read crime novels in German when I was learning it, they have so many good krimis with fantastic covers! If you want to try a French author, I like Bernard Minier very much, but I also read that the English translation was not that good…
      I hope you’ll like The Remains of the Day!

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